
Goblok means utterly idiotic in Javanese. One of those goblok moments.
Forever Slimming...a father of two..a brother to two, a husband to one...
I am giving tuition now but i am feeling so sleepy.
I was reading my past posts when i realised there are many spelling errors. Yes, those posts were written by me but they were typed using my samsung galaxy s. No spell check and the keys are so small.
Psle is next week and i have students who are taking the exams. I wish them the best of luck.
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On the way back. Cannot find my photo paper.
I did not know it could be so windy in the train.
It was drizzling abit on the way back to the station and apart from the spicy temptation emanating from all of them indian food stalls, my journey on the way back home has started.
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I cannot believe it. I am on a train heading to mustafa. I am listening to mp3 on my galaxy s and this rocks.
Its not the train ride, its not the mp3s, its the fact that i am able to.
Its like, look ma, i am walking! This is awesome. Its not like i have not done this before but this time i am painless. Well, not really painless, my waist has expanded and the belt is itching my skin.
Its now 1.41pm and i have just reached buangkok. Since i left at 1.15, it takes.me half an hour to reach buangkok station. About the same time taken if i were to drive.
Scanning, scanning
Hmm, not many girls to look at. Lots if youngsters, poly age.
Ok just passed hougang. Its 1.44pm.
Anyway, need to buy photo paper, photo album and a ladle if i can find it.
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I went for a walk today. It felt good. Twice in so many days! Walked with su and i think it was 1.2km one way.
It really felt good. Do not know if i had lose weight but i felt so energetic.
On another note, arsenal lost to sunderland yesterday. Whats up with that!
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This was taken using the nex 5. Just came back from having breakfast at kfc. This is as adam, su, irsyad and wan completed the posb kids run.
Going to yishun safra later. There is a timbaland warehouse sale. I hope its worth it.
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I have just drank a glass of rose flavoured bic of soda. Su said that it should help with my gout pain.
I have pain in my right hand now and i won't be taking any painkillers.
Updates tomorrow then.
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I am alone. Risa is fasting. Su is at work. Adam is in school and dad should be at jb doing his friday prayers.
I will be trying to pray standing up today. If i succeed, i can do my friday prayers again.
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Adam will be participating in the kids run thus Sunday. Suntec will be the accompanying adult. They have been running for the past two nights. Short distances nevertheless it should warm up their muscle memory.
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I could not take it yesterday night. I went and had coffee thinking it would help to keep me awake. Wishful thinking.
Went to the car and tried to sleep in the car. My finger tips began to tingle. Made up my mind and drove off home.
Mom is more alert now than yesterday night. Although she is not eating.
But fortunately, she has a new found liking to the liquid supplement that we have been trying to give her.
Cina was here earlier than me but has now left. She has a viewing to see to.
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She is still breathing through her mouth and I think she will be calm throughout the night. The nurses had turned her and I could distinctly heard that she said "ouch". One of the very few words that I could distinctly make out out of her recently.
A different set of nurses is taking care of the ward today. I don't know the staff nurse's name though.
Having a meeting with the radiotherapy doctors tomorrow at 8.30am. Dad does not want to be in any meeting and he said that whatever the doctors want to do with Mak, go ahead.
I am glad that he left for home today. Unlike yesterday when he slept in the car through the rain and all.
That just leaves me. What shall I do? It's only 10.01pm. I don't want to leave but I need something to do. I wish Su was here. At least I would have somebody to talk to. She wanted to join me later but I told her to stay at home, seeing how tired she was today.
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Ya Allah.
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I don't really think she is sleeping. She just don't have the energy to move.
I love her so much.
When I was down with appendicitis, she visited me everyday. I was at
sigh then. She seemed to be the only person next to me although I know
many others came.
I remembered one question that she asked me and one which I did not
answer. She asked me if it was the other way around would I do the
same for her. I remembered not answering as I thought it was a silly
question. A no brainer. Of course I will be around. That's what I
thought then.
I was hardly around. When she would be in my ward the moment I woke
up, I would only be in hers the moment I woke up. And when she would
leave when I fell asleep, I would leave after I had my dinner. Yup
that's me. Stupid me.
But this is not about me. I don't really know as to how long Mak will
be around. I am afraid.
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Anyway, I wrote almost daily updates on my blog.
And to you guys, thank you for reminding me that I am not alone. Liverpool fans or not.
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This is the third time I am at nuh in less than 24 hrs. It is tiring, but its not about me now is it?
It seems that Mak has difficulty in swallowing. As such her food and water tend to end up in her lungs.
She had gone for a dialysis just now. Dad and keling has left for home but dad is just a matter of a phone call away.
Su is with me. I love her so much.
Keling said that Mak won't last until
Cina solemnization ceremony. I think that's a bit cruel but this is not about her too.
Nurse suggested that there will be at least one of us to accompany Mak tonight. Does that sound omen like? Who cares? It's not about her too.
It's about Mak and Allah.
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I came back to visit her at about 2 in the morning just now. She has been asking for dad every waking hour. Dad came too. After we gave her some milk, she fell asleep. That when we left and we has sahur at simpang bedok.
She is still asking for dad and I would like to think that dad is on the way. She is having difficulty breathing again.
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Finally she said that the renal has been informed and will be here shortly.
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Mak is in nuh having fluids taken out of her lungs. She is in good spirits. We told her that if she was to be administered the good medicine, she has to eat. She finished a whole serving of the fish. Of course, credit must be given to keling as she patiently mash up the fish and firmly hand fed it to Mak.
Mak's mouth bled a little just now. Anyway, after the meal, some colour came back to her face.
My dad is worried as to where he should sleep later. As he will be alone, and he is afraid of the dark. I did invite him to sleep over at my place.
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Dad was already asleep and mom seemed to be sleeping soundly. Although, in her condition, its impossible to tell.
Dad managed to compete the ramp outside the main gate. I hope he will not have any problems bringing mom out in her wheel chair tomorrow.
Lots of people came today.
I need to drive back home now. Feeling very tired and sleepy.
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My mother seems happier today, although she has an asthma attack while we breaking fast. She is fine now.
Dad brought her out of her room to watch tv with us in the living room. She still has her wits with her. She made us laugh and my dad smiled and sniggered. I bet that made his day.
I am suppose to be on the way back now. But I am waiting for my little sis to come back home.
My darling wife, told me to stay put and not leave yet. I would have left if I was on my own.
Watching a Malay movie on Suria channel now. Don't know what the movie is all about though.
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I drove to Tampines.
She told me to take care of my two sisters when she is gone. She said that she does not want to die yet. She wanted to be there when Tini gets married. I told her that every negative thoughts she had is like a prayer.
She held my hand, turn to the side and fell asleep.
Not before telling me not to switch off the lights cause dad is afraid of the dark. She still jokes.
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This was the first time I saw a real lady bug. Picture taken with a Nex 5, 18-55mm lens. I saw this lady bug as I was surveying the jungle that was once the kid's garden. I shudder to think as to what would happen to it the next time I go back. Judging from my mother-in-law time table, it should be after Hari Raya. That is at least two more months! Oh well, I hope by that time, my sunflower plant would have flowered.
The pic shows the Konica Minolta 5d with the 50mm 1.4 stuck on it. This camera belongs to Adam. I bought it for him, and the life of me, I can't understand why I reach out for this camera instead of my 7d.
into photography. Stopped when my 600si broke, disintegrated is a better word for it and picked up a used 8000i when a friend needed his wedding to be taken. 



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Tbb is at courts, tampines.
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WATER is a common but very precious asset. Without water, human beings cannot survive. Without water, the planet's ecosystem, which sustains life, will be destroyed. Without water, there will be no agriculture and no industry. Without water, life on planet Earth will perish.
We regard the right of a person to safe and affordable water as a basic human right. It is a great shame that, at the beginning of the 21st century, about one billion out of six billion people do not enjoy this right. In Asia, about 700 million people do not have access to safe and affordable water.
In Singapore, all citizens have access to clean water at an affordable price. The water from our taps is safe to drink. In spite of this fact, many Singaporeans still boil their water. In recent years, partly because of our growing affluence and partly because of the influence of the West, Singaporeans are drinking more and more bottled water. In 2007, Singaporeans spent $98.3 million on bottled water, an increase of 80 per cent over 10 years. We observe that some of our ministries and universities serve bottled water instead of tap water. In many restaurants, the waiters pressure their customers to order bottled water.
We want to start a campaign to persuade Singaporeans to drink tap water instead of bottled water, whenever possible. The following are our reasons.
First, it is a waste of your money. Bottled water is more expensive than petrol. For one bottle of water you buy off the shelf (at 50 cents), you can get 850 bottles off the tap (at $1.17 per cubic metre).
Second, the tap water is as safe as bottled water. In Singapore, the water in our taps is safe to drink and subjected to daily checks. Health-wise, there is no difference between drinking tap water and bottled water. On the contrary, tests in the United States have shown that sometimes harmful chemicals, such as bisphenol-A (BPA), can leach from bottled water. Other tests in the US have shown that expensive bottled water is no better than tap water.
Third, bottled water uses energy unnecessarily. To make water bottles, you need polyethylene terephthalate or PET, a derivative of crude oil. In the US, 1.5 million barrels of oil are used each year just to make bottles for the water industry. This is enough oil to power 100,000 cars for a year.
Fourth, bottled water is bad for the environment. In Singapore, most of the bottles are not recycled but incinerated. This uses energy and produces carbon dioxide, adding to our carbon emission. Some bottled water travels great distances to Singapore. We are importing bottled water from as far away as France, Italy, Fiji and Serbia. Transport consumes energy and produces carbon dioxide. This is another reason bottled water is not a friend of the environment.
Fifth, you should drink tap water because it is the right thing to do. We can understand the need to drink bottled water in places where the tap water is unsafe to drink.
In Singapore, there is no good reason to drink bottled water. It costs you more, but it does not make you healthier. It is unfriendly to the environment.
By all means boil your water if that makes you feel better, but please do not buy or serve bottled water if you can help it. If a waiter asks you, 'still water or bubbly water', you should politely say you prefer PUB water.
We think the Government should lead by example.
We therefore urge the Ministry of the Environment and Water Resources to write to all ministries, statutory boards, agencies, Temasek-linked companies and educational institutions to consider stopping the practice of serving bottled water.
Professor Tommy Koh is the chairman of the Governing Council of the Asia Pacific Water Forum and chairman of the 2008 and 2009 Water Leaders Summits in Singapore.
Leong Ching is a PhD student at the Lee Kuan Yew School of Public Policy.
This is a revised version of an article appearing in the PUB publication Pure this month.
The right of a person to safe and affordable water is a basic human right. It is a great shame that, at the beginning of the 21st century, about one billion out of six billion people do not enjoy this right. In Asia, about 700 million people do not have access to safe and affordable water.
I beg
To differ.
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