Mangoes.

Sis said she harvested some mangoes from her home grown tree. Went to her place at 6.45am.to collect. Got 3 of them.

Those damn sad love songs. I thought I was over it. I solat tahajudd to ask for guidance. Secretly I am still hoping, hoping against hope that she will stay. They way she makes my heart smile when she makes my two sons laugh, only somebody who is that close could. I guess the next step is to really start looking for a replacement.

I am still hoping she will stay. Am I still in denial? What is it that I have to accept?

Adam has gotten most of the things he needs for his enlistment yesterday. I doa that he will do good. I am worried about him enlisting. I hope I have done right by him.